Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Catch - 22

Confused between capitalist economy and communist economy, India chose to have mixed economy... Well... I guess I'm a true indian... Confusion has been my birth right...
I'm confused whether I'm a patriot or a traitor...
If standing to the national anthem, no matter where I'm, is patriotism then , yes, I'm a patriot. If failing to raise my voice, even after witnessing the atrocities of our government and its so called servents, is treachery then, yes, I'm a traitor...
They say I'm an excellent actor!!!
"Actor par excellence in his own class..." I found this line in one of my play reviews. How would some one judge me if i've my own class n there is no one to compare with??? That leaves me thinking... Am I an actor or Am I just trying to be one... I sometimes feel I'm a better technician than being an artist... Cofusion again... Now I've decided to call my self "ACTICIAN"...
No war's won without loses!!!
I win something, I've to lose something as well... this has been the rule of nature... Krishna says the same in Bhagavadgitha n Kautilya repeats it in his Arthashastra... Taking this into consideration i always think... Are we winners or losers??? I win some game... I lose something else... I let go some one from my life... I gain experience... Still pondering with both options... WINNER or LOSER!!!
" All men are not fools... Some are bachelors" Oscar wilde once said that...
Now i dont know whether to be a fool or to be a bachelor???




Saturday, November 28, 2009

What if???



What if???




questions arise... now n then... Why am I this? Why am I that? Why do i do this? Why do i've to that? Why n What n Where n When... Since i came into this world i've set out on an endless search for answer's. Some times i'm answered... Sometimes the quest deepens... Sometimes i'm led towards the light... Sometimes I can't even find my own shadow...




What if... There weren't any questions???